siempre soy la que quiero ser

En sueños

Me visto por los pies

Pero ahí

No se me ve

~

perdon y gracias

I miss feeling young

Having friends

Having a life

Ni siquiera logro decepcionarme

Como entramado de pelo y mierda

Un fantoche

Cada vez más

Hasta qué ya no haya menos

~

I'd be in a comma for life

just now I've been the luckiest

That call where

your you set the proper conditions

for it to happen

and magically felt the same

'it is a once-in-a-lifetime thing'

I talked things through

and we wouldn't care 'bout any of the rest

For a while,

I've been the happiest

self-deceived in the whole world

The rethought can still offer

the tenderness

~

Aterriza

Jejejje forzoso

~

I see through you [from afar]

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H U M B L E
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the dazzling nature of yours

eternally trapped in that frame

struck as boosting caffeine

and ran wild like a salty river

~

the anticlimax

Work work
Work work stop shop

Autopilot

Funscreen 50 bpf
Tone~deaf

Assembly line and
Automatic kisses

Not so nourishing trip

It's always been a safe space

where simulations thrive.

It's the comfort cabin

where the smiles.

Keeping things upside down

like a rollercoaster,

I found a coherent spot 

regardless the nonsense.

"Fake it 'till you make it"

was naïve enough

for roasted, tender lamb

No one ate.

Cause there's no such fresh start

And this keeps on repeating

Finding it raw to describe the feeling

that I've never really had the chance

My offerings were on purpose

Having given my all away

I made the proving effort

But then woke up

in the chewed

and died hard

~

How could I possibly know?

How could someone ever expect

Such good manners

Such perks?

Your hideous intentions

Weren't those of a desk clerk

And tongue in slow-mo

And bloodshot eyed

Guess I'll simply watch and learn

That you're the best type

of a cocky wanky jerk

~

Juanete desastre

Me gusta conducir como en un videojuego,

desenfoco

Quiero ser una de esas personas,

comiendo mandarinas sin remilgos

y a bocados

Regalos para geeks:

Paraguas, cargador

y un traductor

El buen patron

Am I alone

being unable to have it done?

~