But some time ago
Just as I'm faulty
And deficient
Disconcerting
Lame
It's even worse
Having invested time
And effort
Having sacrified things
Willingly
Not to be like that
A Failure
A Deceit
Can't take a look at myself in the mirror
Can't enjoy memories
Can't sleep
without feeling it
Right away
Shame
Guilt
Remorse
Confused
I mustve fucked it up
Hard
I wsnr to disappear
I
've
Got
Nothing
At
All
~