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martes, 24 de diciembre de 2024

white elegant fragrance

who could have ever guessed
that the flower
whose reminiscing scent
taught me death
- for so long -
Amid palm trees and humid salty air
would later in time
teach me tenderness
And show me love
reframing all those elements

It confused me
you picking so many things apart
And the aroma you gave off
dazzling and numbing my senses

that perfume made me dizzy
from intoxication
Just to instruct me lust
And to blind me with dignity

took me a while to restore
from the madness of wholeness
but you've shield me
coming unannounced 

And I don't see myself worthy
of your time 
of your words 
So I will always feel in debt 

Since you're healing and a blessing
that keeps me zooming out
~
I'll forever be thankful

goodbye

so I said months ago
letting go
a cloud of smoke to cover the thoughts
as I disappear with all that fume
- an escapist of the self -

I've cherished you
As a part of me
Does that matter now? 
When I can't stop letting down
And dragging it all to the ground

~
Names echo on the walls of my head
Like recordings from an old radio tape 

leisure

En horizontal
Tenue 
Y hacia atrás

Decepción
Miedo
Y legañas

Vuelco en mí 
Todo el arsenal
De patrañas

Cobijo de deseos
Arrepentimientos
Y otras cosas extrañas

Regocijo de mentiras
Sueños a medio cumplir
Y desesperanzas varias

¿Qué más hace falta? 
Me cubre el calor
Me envuelvo con nada

Me abrigo
Me arropo 
Me dedico
Me desojo

Me busco las mañas 
Para mi alboroto
Siendo siempre (un poco) loco

~

No sé dónde estas
Pero no estamos tan lejos