I wish I didn't exist

a creep
obsessed with inappropriate things
even in my sleep

a monster
never getting over
and way sicker than a zoster

a failure..
dragging chronic, severe deficiencies
with the inability of adequacy

a fraud
writhing on the floor,
suffering from the impostor syndrome

a bore
who only nods
lacking the right words

a burden
without real purpose,
lost and uncertain

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