Longing for two lifes

Undivided attention is not always easy
Petals go
Petals go
One of the flowers in a jar
The other, right on land
The things left unsaid
The promised
The things left unsaid
The poems
Im sorry
For the left-unsaid
Im sorry
For the promised
Im genuinely sorry
And drunk now
I genuinely are
Me sorry

ADDITION: charm